I hate not having closure with people, I let friendships or relationships that have ended on a bad note eat away at me long past their stay. Simply knowing that there’s people who go out of their way to say something nasty or exaggerated what really happened involving myself and them, just bluntly…
June 15th
I need everyone more than they need me. I’m so fucking alone it’s tearing my apart. I’m second to those I put first and would drop any for, yet a simple conversation is too much to ask. Have I hit rock bottom yet?
I let distractions get the best of me
I let other people intertwine
And there was only so much you could take of me until you walked on by
Too many people spend their last months, weeks, days of school trying to get even with people who’ve done them wrong, hold grudges against, or the ones who chose to spread words or rumors about, but honestly that’s the last thing I would want to do. do wrong to someone who’s doing wrong to me? I…
its horrible how as soon as we know we cant have something or know we dont stand a chance, its all we ever want
